Have you ever thought about life? It tends to be a very deppressing subject after all; when you get to thinking about it… it really makes you feel down.
From the time you are five, you have to go to school; wether you like it, or not, you HAVE to go to school. Thats all fine, but when you’re done with that.. you have to go to colledge. So far, we have reached 19 years of schooling. For 15 of those years, you are waking up at 6 in the morning, and getting ready; for the other four, you are worrying about formulas, and trying to remember all your school work, and basically stressing yourself. 19 years… of stress… But no worries right, cause your always gonna grow to be on your own… and have to worry about work. Well, now your a middle-aged man/woman, and you are stressing over the economy, and your bills, and you have to wake earlier, and work nights, and the list goes ON AND ON AND ON. If you haven’t gotten my point yet, it’s that, you never get out of that box that you begin to realize you are trapped in at about the age of 13.
Then comes retirement, supposed to be the best thing ever; you don’t have to work, you don’t worry about bills, and you feel free… (supposed) Now you can take that vacation you’ve always wanted… wearing a oxygen mask, and worrying about your health, and having your bones ache all the time. Now, you’re starting to think, “well, if it’s so depressing, then don’t think about it… well, I’ve always been told to think about my future, and I am.
Sometimes, I just want to stop trying, and see if maybe the world will work for me for one day… I wan’t to have more than 2 days to sleep in, and do what I want, and basically ENJOY the time I have, which is LIFE.